Deja Vu.

A million thoughts & memories flood & crowd my mind.

We were told today that MIL has cancer. The Big 'C' word, right?

Colon or rectal, not sure.
No fine details yet.
In a state of limbo.

Waiting for more tests to be run, a cat scan to see if the cancer has spread.
The results will determine the actual course of action.

It's not *my* mother.
It's not *pancreatic* cancer.

That alone is such a dramatic positive ... if you must find one.