Saturday, October 13, 2007

Too much!

So much has been happening.
So much HAS happened.
You might not even believe me if I told you.

Too much to really go over...maybe sometime or someday.

The littles are w/ their dad this weekend, until Sunday @ 5pm, in OUR home.
We will be moving BACK into our HOME on Monday afternoon w/ no promise of financial provision whatsoever---I'm taking QUITE a leap of faith.

We've still got almost 2 months until the actual hearing, Nov. 30 & mediation was rescheduled to Nov. 29.

I don't know how much longer I can last through all of this.

I am EXTREMELY ANGRY right now.
I cannot even express how ANGRY I am but if you read this....pray w/o ceasing for me.

I KNOW God is WITH me.
I KNOW I have the Holy Spirit within me.

I am STILL extremely ANGRY!

I cried all night---I cried myself to sleep & I woke up crying.


  1. I'm so sorry KT.
    You have a right to be angry, KT.

    I am glad you will be up the street again though. (I know Ian will be happy too!). Annabel made brownies the other day and we didn't have any of the ktbunch to share them with. Guess she'll have to make some more. ;-)

    Hang in there, friend. ((hugs))

  2. KT, my heart absolutely breaks for you. I'm praying for you, and if it were me, I'd be so furious it wouldn't even be funny. I'd be so blinded by rage that I'd probably do something so terrible to the OW that they'd think I was insane and H would end up with custody. I'm so glad you're keeping your head thru all of this. God Himself is sustaining you.


  3. You most certainly DO have the right to be angry. God is big enough to handle it all.

    Bless you!! I'm continuing to keep you and your situation in my prayers. I should email you my other blog address so I can register with that one. I rarely ever log on under the address you used.

    :-) susan


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